womanizer

wahahaha.

seriousness! i think im getting myself not serious in everything i do. go class for the sake of going. do assignement for the sake of doing. do test for the sake of doing. sit for final exam for the sake of sitting. im never get serious like before LIAW! no push. no motivation. 'do also like that, dont do also like that.' life drags on. maybe last time dapat tamparan besar after failure in relationship! hehe. i crap only.

life very sien lah! even writing a resume for industrail training application also not serious.

'Huh, write resume ar? write loh!'

'Huh, apply which company? cincai lah, gt company apply ju si liaw.'

the cincaiNESS rules everything. because im too cincai.

maybe i will wake up one day when my dad calls me

'you come back, dont need to stay there study, wasting money only.'

but with my current thinking and decision-making, i think i will take up my dad advice and go back kuching. dont study! bo sim, want to study for what. better save the money for my brother and sister.

now the cincaiNESS almost rules my badminton also. damn! go training for the sake of going. last night physical training, only 3 of us among the rest (12 people) were asked to do frog jump 5 sets while other people only do 3 sets. BUT! i did 3 sets only. coach asked

'You finished 5 sets so fast?'

'No, i finished 3 sets, dont want to do already.'

'Why, your legs so big (is muscular ok, haha) can do more what.'

'haha, dont want.'

then he smiled, i smiled back to him.

anyway, last night we fried lucas and edwin 15-1. then he keke said wanted to restart the game.

yeeeeeeeeeerr, he very smelly loh!

sien. dont want to blog liaw. bo sim. cincai blog ok liaw..


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womanizer..womanwoman..